The backdrop music.

4 more days to Structural Analysis. A subject that still makes me go in circles. Unbelievable. At least I don’t have to suffer through it like those days back in Kuala Lumpur. I got some really depressing call out from one of my mates back home. Apparently, things are going his way and he is pretty upset about it. I guess life in that place gives you the unnecessary pressure that we might find ourselves getting lost in. The saddest part is me not being able to help in any way. It’s not like I’m a freaking genius. I’m just an average joe, with an average life down under. It’s not as perfect as you think it is. Honestly, yes, things might be looking up but somehow, I know I can do better.

2 days ago, I witness a very disturbing crime. There is drunk dude in the bus and he wants to get down the bus when it was at the lights. Of course, the bus driver didn’t let him off and he went on and punch the crap out of the Indian driver. I’m not sure whether is it a racially motivated crime or he’s just bloody drunk off his ass. Just feel very bad for the bus driver, he’s just doing his job and well, he just didn’t deserve that. Don’t you think so? Goodness.

When I saw her, I heard “She’s got you high” by Mumm-Ra. This haven’t happened before for a long time. I don’t really know what to do. A lot of my friends gave me a lot of dating tips. I got so confused till a point I decided to turn gay. I’m just kidding.  I guess if she didn’t turn up again, maybe it’s God’s way of saying, “Hanjun, you have no shot. Forget about it.” Guess what, she did but in the end, for some damn obvious reasons, a unnamed voice shouted to me, “You suck, bitch!” Yeah, I’m now the bitch.

My father gave me a tough talk last night. I heard stories and I have to think about it deeply. It’s not like it’s not going to happen to me. The future is so uncertain, right? I guess coming to a country so far away does make you lost every now and then. That’s why you need those who are close to you to always reach out and pull you back. Oh, sometimes how I wish I can be in Sydney right now.

Update:

1. Blackberry Bold 2 is out. Great!

2. Top Gear series 14 is back. Crazier as usual!

3. The best thing.

 

post – script : The closest thing kathir’s grandparents have to a granddaughter-in-law is a chinese boy called Hanjun.

From,

Hanjun.

What’s deep down you.

Sometimes when life takes a new step towards freedom, you tend to lose sight of who yu really are and what you’re doing. Now, I really feel that. What sort of life I seek in Adelaide? Seriously, what type of lifestyle and personality should I embrace while I’m so far away from my parents, my home and my self control. Goodness, I really wish I don’t have to worry about this. I guess these are the temptations while living in a western country where freedom judges your every decision.

I’m not judging. I’m just not used to this kind of things yet. You have idea what kind of things they do here in Adelaide. In Australia, actually, in general. No wonder people change when they’re here. When I say, you have no idea, I think, you really have no idea. Seriously.

That kind of lifestyle is definitely not what I look forward. I do feel lost every now and then.

Damn those Onitsuka Tiger, baby!

Exams coming pretty soon. I really hope I’ll be there for my exams. Sounds weird, eh? I can’t believe this but I think I fell in love. With chinatown. LOL. At first, I didn’t like going there. I mean, come on! Everyone there looks exactly like me. I rather stay at home and look into the mirror. After I went there like 2 times in 2 days, I loved it there. Never mind the yellow faces that stares at you outside the window. The food there is really nice. 5 dollars for an all you can eat chinese food. James with his food stacking optimization skills. I’m so going to play that trick on you, just wait for it. :0

I recently moved to Magill. A bit far from Mawson Lakes but at least I know I don’t have to go campus these few days. The people here are really nice. At least nicer than those people, those cheap people that I actually pay. Screw it. Had a great time actually. Life on the turbo fast lane, I would say. I just really hope things don’t get out of hand so quickly. Pretty pretty. BTW, Luung, Happy Birthday!

I nearly forgot, I’ll get a goal for you. Happy Birthday, Geetha!

post – script: It’s summer and yes, I do miss you.

From,

Hanjun.